Never Fails

i always seem to like or mess with the crazy bitches. The ones that wanna kill them self as soon as shit starts goin bad. Why ? i say all girls are the same and shit can u blame me? and why when u speak to a girl and agree to no kids and they get pregnant they wanna have it? like we agreed to something whats wrong with you? ugh.. i swear im better off alone

Life

Broad subject so I'll get a little specific, what do I wanna do the rest of my life. I want a career not a job, somethin I can love and say I can't wait to go to work In the mornin.

Skool!

I can't wait to start skool, believe it or not I'm exited for it. meeting new people and possibly moving forward with my life. i feel like i can be better by my self but i feel like i need a lady to give me the extra push or motivation in my life. who knows maybe i find one in college lol im fuckin anxious. hopefully i do good since i was never good at school, but then again i never been this anxious to go to school =] lets see how everything goes

Her again....

I kno if u stumbled on my blog u must get tired of readin of bitches lol shit lookin like a r&b album the way I talk bout bitches. I try 2 move on with my life since I been rejected by the girl I wanted back but every time I try, she keep pullin me back. 2day she hit me up like imy and she liked my icon so much she did one 2 match it.... Like this girl is on my head 2 much and wants nothin 2 do with me. I'm confused, I kno I told her don't wait till I'm dead 2 come back 2 me but damn she killin me the way she playin wit my emotions

I AINT 4GET!

I still got the blog in the back of my head, i have 2 many thoughts running in my mind for me to stop and focus on one and write it on my blackberry. im bout 2 drop like 5 post 2morrow... lets see how i feel tho.

The Sun Shines After The Storm...

Looks Familiar? 

I Want Her

so i kno who i want, shes 19, lives around my way, went 2 my skool and is super duper cute... i remember i didint wanna even look at her cuz of how immature she was but that was then and this is now. shorty looks like she knows what she wants and seems to be like my type, i say seem cuz i havent talked 2 her as much as i want 2. i doubt by the time im ready to date she'll be available cuz she look good but lets see wat happens... maybe i get her b4 i get my life 2gethere and she'll help me get it together. 

-UPDATE

shorty got a lot of baggage... i rather not

FUCK....

strollin thru myspace... stumble on the page of a ex girlfriend of mine. I thought i was over here but when i see her pics... and look in her eyes i remember all the love i had for her and how much i miss her. i thought i got over her BY NOW... but im still stuck on the fuckin pass... im sittin here typing this and thinking... i might have to get a girlfriend, start things brand new... see if i can 4get about her... but if she catches feelings and i dont, then that wouldnt be fair for her.... damn... this shit just fucks me up... 3 am.. and a bitch got me buggin... damn...

Hmm....

Today I'm suppose to get my tat but idk if my artist is finished... If he is den a picture of my tat will follow this post if he's not finish then obviously u not goin to see a pic lol boring ass day don't kno wth 2 do, got payd less den wat I expected so dat limits wat I wanna do now its about wat I can do, let's see if everything I want goes accordingly but with my luck... I doubt it

Ehh...

bills is gettin unreachable, money is just as far, the more money i want the higher the risk is, is it worth it? my mentality still FUCK BITCHES... i still think they stress life, i have yet 2 meet a bitch that will help my life n not keep it where its at. the girls that want me i dont want, they dont understand an important rule when chasin me and dats give ur self a reason why i would want u in my life, wat makes me want 2 invest time in a relationship with u, if u throw ur pussy at me witout me even being ur man. how would i kno u dont do dat with every guy u want? but like i told my self when the year started, lets see if i can stay a whole year witout a relationship...... i can do it.... EASY

Time 2 Move On...

Been Stuck On The Same Girl for 2 Long.... I'm Movin On

What If...

me n her would of never broke up, What if i would of never got my finger inked, What if i would of got locked up in my freshmen year, What if i would of kept playin ball after my sophomore year, What if i would of gone to college right after senior year, What if i would of never stopped writing, What if one of those bullets would of hit me, What if i would of got robbed for my chain, What if i didn't take his life in the train, What if i would of passed 8th grade, What if i didn't graduate on time, What if bibi wasn't my bff, What if i didn't get my heartbroken, What if i never would of met chef?...

What If...............