Wednesday, April 29, 2009

I Dont Have Model Wit Me...

I Got A Bad Hood Chick That Will Hit U Wit A Bottle 4 Me =]

Tuesday, April 28, 2009

Friday, April 24, 2009

MAY 2ND....

Besides The Chain All I Want Is These Kicks.... oh n the barkleys =X

Wednesday, April 22, 2009

I WANT IT!


KID CUDI'S CHAIN!
ITS FUCKIN BEAUTIFUL!

The Most Important Female In My Life Is?



MY LITTLE SISTER! THE CUTE ONE FROM THE FAMILY... 
WELL AFTER ME THAT IS =]
I DONT HAVE 2 EXPLAIN HOW I FEEL BOUT HER, 
I THINK SHE ALREADY KNOWS.

OOPS...

I DID IT AGAIN...LOL


Sunday, April 19, 2009

Ms. Herrera

Since I’m not gonna put her Gov. n Ms. Herrera is too long let’s call this woman TITI. Now TITI requested me on myspace on Feb of 06, don’t know how she found me but didn’t care. She was datin a dude I grew up wit but he saw no real interest in her, how do I kno? She told me. Lol So ok she forgets about him and I do too, we start gettin to kno each other a little better. She’s from the BX and of course I’m from DYCKMAN her birthday had passed which explains the default of her with balloons. Shorty was OBVIOUSLY feelin me cuz she will constantly ask me when we chillin? when u comin 2 see me? And I would front like uhh… I got u boo, soon, and shit like that. I honestly didn’t find her that attractive so I just pushed her away. Couple months pass n she gave up on me and well the more we talked the more interested in her I became. Me n her stop hittin each other up like we did cuz she got jealous of all the girls that would comment my pics or comment my page, didn’t understand why BUT I was still a young buck so kinda didn’t kno if some1 has feelings for u little things like that bother. A year passed n we back at it like we first was, my confidence was a bit higher and TITI was lookin beautiful this time I was on her shit. She brushed me off and went off 2 date other guys and well I never seen this girl or REALLY kno her 2 be stuck on her so I said ehh u just anotha girl I lost so dats when I went n dated HER [go read on that lol]. Had my whole episode wit HER and surprised me n TITI ended up speakin 2 each other again, told me how her relationship didn’t work n of course minez didn’t either. At this point I kept askin myself why we aren’t together but didn’t really press her on that. We become close like so close that I feel im already dating her, she sends me pics for my eyes only [be ez] n I do da same, we text each other on the regular and call each other sometimes. She even had her name as superwoman on myspace, which reminded me of the fab line that he says “ever since this superwoman has come 2 the rescue my winters been wonderful, my summers been special”. Her voice is like a angel singin and her laugh is the cutest thing, at this point im havin dreams of her, I feel like I need her but… she disappears again. Months go on n I don’t hear from her and well I go back n forth with a few exes and yea dat goes down the drain quick. So I reach out to her and press her bout wanting to be her man n wantin to see her, and she rejects me, I send her text we talk for a while then she brb me n never hit me back up, kinda plays with my emotions but I man up n don’t stress it. We do this for the rest of the year then comes 08 another year of games, we kno everything about each other and long year short we still don’t meet each other. I told her I wanted to see her before the year finished so she could be the last beautiful thing I see in 08 and the first in 09 but… that didn’t happen cuz well… she deaded me again. I let her rock until her birthday, I told her the usual n then let her rock I think she had a man so I didn’t even wanna bother. Last month I was thinkin bout her heavy so I put her pic as my icon sorta like the bat signal to show her I been thinkin bout her, she hits me up n we’re back at it again. Idk how long this is gonna last but I kno this won’t be the last time Ima write/think about her. Maybe if im lucky she’ll tell me exactly how she feel bout me or the way she saw the story. TITI is the only girl I never ever seen in real life but feel might be the one I marry n prolly have my kid and if she does im with her 100% no abortion that’s gonna be the end of our story and a start for our kid… Since that isn't happening anytime soon...


I'M MOVIN ON IN LIFE!

Tuesday, April 14, 2009

Meet SIMBA

PET HIM... GO AHEAD... >=]

Monday, April 13, 2009

Reminds Me Of.... ME

Just Read Below... 


Backstory

Vega was born the son of a wealthy, but physically unattractive father, and a beautiful mother from a lower-class family. As he matured, Vega studied bullfighting, a cultural tradition. Afterward, he went to Japan and learned ninjutsu, a style he believed meshed well with his natural grace and agility. Combining bullfighting with ninjutsu, Vega went into an underground cage fighting circuit, and quickly became one of the best. One day, Vega witnessed his mother's murder at the hands of his own stepfather, who felt that she did not respect him, and Vega killed him out of vengeance. The incident traumatized him, and he developed a dual personality: honorable nobleman by day, sadistic murderer by night.


Character design

Vega does not wear his expressionless mask to conceal his identity; he removes it after fights, during his win poses, as well as in certain character-select images in various games he appears in. The mask is purely to protect his face from scarring or bruising during battle, since he believes himself to be impossibly beautiful and is obsessively narcissistic. This mask is not particularly sturdy; he may have it knocked off of him during fights before or after his talon comes off, it is smashed in during Vega's lose portrait in Street Fighter II, and Vega himself will crush it to dust with one hand if he loses due to a time over in Street Fighter Alpha 3.



Saturday, April 11, 2009

Dreams....

I got skeems 2 get MOULA!!
i wont write wat it is just yet, ima let u find out =]

Friday, April 10, 2009

Time 2 Move On...

Been Stuck On The Same Girl for 2 Long.... I'm Movin On

Thursday, April 9, 2009

What If...

me n her would of never broke up, What if i would of never got my finger inked, What if i would of got locked up in my freshmen year, What if i would of kept playin ball after my sophomore year, What if i would of gone to college right after senior year, What if i would of never stopped writing, What if one of those bullets would of hit me, What if i would of got robbed for my chain, What if i didn't take his life in the train, What if i would of passed 8th grade, What if i didn't graduate on time, What if bibi wasn't my bff, What if i didn't get my heartbroken, What if i never would of met chef?...

What If...............

Wednesday, April 8, 2009

HER

It all started on myspace, a couple of msgs then an arranged meet up in 145th and riverbank. Only kno her from pics but i never knew she looked as good as she did, i couldn't take my eyes off her during the whole time. She got a call so she had 2 dip, we set up anotha meet up for 2 days later around her way. 106th and riverside was the 2nd location we chilled and walked around the park she told me about her past relationships and asked if im willin to give her a chance, i wanted 2 say yes but i wanted to kno a little bit more bout her. A month later i asked her 2 be my one n only she accepted. It didint take me long to realize i fell in love with her and alot of people didint like the fact that i was happy so they did everythin to break us up. They made up rumors, told others that she was a few years younger then me to make me look bad, 1 fat bitch even blackmailed me to break up with her or she was goin to have my "child". I KNO i used a condom but... u never kno, so i broke up wit her, i regret it every wakin day, and when she found out we broke up she "aborted it". A year pass i didn't hear from her, i got with shorty from my high skool around the same time last year i got wit her, i thought me n shorty would last 4ever and since i lost the one the year before i wasn't gonna lose this one, so i treated shorty like a queen. Then realized she cheated on me twice and i had already inked her nickname on my ring finger.... big mistake. We broke up but kept in touch, because i dont like to hold grudge. Then God suddenly links me back to the one i lost. We talked and she had told me she was hurt, i fucked up and of course i understood but i couldn't tell her why i broke up with her in the first place she prolly wouldn't of bought it anyway. I pled with her, i told her how much i wanted/needed her back, she gives me life, she made the biggest impact in my life in the shortest time, we saw each other on thanksgiving n i had covered my tat from my last relationship so she didn't see it. We sent each other pics from here n there then she saw the tat and didn't want anything to do with me. I tried telling her everybody makes mistakes mines is just visible but.... she didn't care. She then started slowly driftin away from me. I hit her up and she answers when she wants to... not knowin how empty i feel with ought her.... i would give ANYTHING to get back with her but i guess ima have to move on... life goes on, but i have to live with the fact i did her wrong.... 4ever

Saturday, April 4, 2009

Meet RED


I'm takin care of this lil nigga for a while... 
hope my mom doesn't make me give him back

Brand New

Wanted to leave the old behind and start brand new..... 
so here it begins.