Saturday

Damn its been a peaceful day but boring at the same time. Since this god damn cold sore I haven't been wantin to leave my house cuz shit lowers my self esteem. I hate when ppl look at it, I usualy don't care wat ppl think but when there constantly lookin at u it bothers. So I been in my house since thursday night and just gonna go out 2morrow to buy my lebrons fuck that shit I don't wanna be seen 2morrow. Monday ima go 2 work and not look at anybody lol but I bet they gon look at me. Let's see if I get more hrs and if it goes away...hopefully it will cuz I can't live like dis... Plus I need a shape up... Cuz sheesh I'm lookin outta control.